Long time no post

The time has come, my lovely people. 

What time?

To get glasses!! 

I had such a hectic week of doctors visits and hospital visits that I will try to touch on every single one. 

The first appointment was the eye doctor. 

I will be honest I'm bad, I haven't been to the eye doctor in well over 4 years .......... O.o 

Yeah yeah. I know what your thinking.

Your a diabetic!! What are you thinking?!

I'm thinking I don't like people touching my damn eye balls. 

But. I knew I had to go.

Frequent headaches, squinting AT EVERYTHING, sensitivity to brightness, watery eyes, itchy eyes and of course my nighttime driving was a treat for my husband to be :) 

He's the one that actually brought it to my attention that I was really bad for over a year. 

So. 

I breathed deeply and decided to go. 

I think another part of me was afraid they would tell me my diabetes has had a bad effect on my vision, meaning that the reason my sight was bad was from this disease that doesn't already impair so many things. (So much heavy sarcasm)

Luckily, the man said I had the healthiest eyes he's seen for a diabetic of about 8 years. He told me my eyes were this way due to genetics. Hooray! One eye is worse than the other so I don't get my glasses till next week but when I get them be prepared for pictures. :)

My second appointment was the same day, my ultra sound. 

I was so excited cause I thought it was my growth scan. 

Turned out not to be the growth scan. I can't wait to prove these doctors wrong by the way.. With them thinking I'm a week or two behind that is. 

My growth scan is next week but I got some pretty cute pictures of him yawning and just being the little perfect boy he already is. 

The next appointment was the next day. This was a not so fun one. I originally was suppose to hang out with some friends but alas, no such luck, I got what a lot of women get so I'm just going to say it. A BEASTY....YEASTY. 

They gave me a pill and it knocked it right out. I'm so glad. Being a diabetic, we get those a lot anyway but seeing as how my sugars have been perfect it was highly unlikely for me to get one. So I got checked and I'm so glad I did. Cause that was not a comfortable experience to say the least. 

Well all. I hope you have a great day/night. I'm falling asleep. 

Finally :)

<3 Molly 

Soap making

 I have decided to get back into an old hobby that one, made me money and two gave me some more purpose than what I'm feeling. Don't start thinking I'm depressed but, I feel like a bump on a log. I am very pregnant and very tired but I can't expect my husband to be, to be the only one making any money here.
 We can't afford that.
I'm going to create a new site solely for the soap making and selling purpose. Time to get a move on I guess.

On a side note, just to vent this out... I know he doesn't mean to add more stress, but this was a terrible time to say he can't pay for everything. I'm stressed enough :( ugh. Vent over.

Can I just say this is probably my favorite scene?

3 Videos... What?!

So not like me I know..

But I was behind on two videos and really wanted to get that Diabetes Story out.

So the first video:

Yup sorry for the lateness! :)

My second video was of course.... Well its FRIDAY. What happens on Fridays lovlies?! 

And my third is the Diabetes story.. 

If you like any of these videos please thumbsup, favorite and subscribe!! :) <3 

Oh.

And happy Fall Friday. 

Molly<3

Friday is a promise :)

So sorry for not posting/videos recently I promise you will all get your videos by or on Friday :) very hectic week lovelies. <3

Molly

Work and respect.

Normally, I wouldn't post about things like this but I wanted to this time.

People I have had A LOT of jobs. 

It never ceases to amaze me how rude people will be when you tell them your leaving for new horizons. 

We all have reasons for change. 

And some reasons yes are better than others, but I think for the reason my husband is leaving his is a pretty good one. 

Him already having a son, and now with ours on the way I don't blame him for wanting more family time. When you work a job where weekends aren't off and trying to get them off is more of a hair pulling hassel than easy, you begin to look at other options.

As most of you know I previously worked for a school board. 

My entire family does as well so yes maybe I'm a bit biased towards it haha.

When working for the school board you don't only get vacation and sick days you get most of every vacation your child has off. 

That was the appeal to me. When I was growing up thats all it was. 

We had our vacations together and everything, I will treasure that time till the day I die.

So with that being said I wanted the same for my kids. 

He put a lot of hard work into the company he is leaving and for anyone that would be hard. But what makes it harder is when you give your reasons with it being completely family oriented, and for them to treat you in a not so nice manner after is unacceptable to me.

How can you be so cruel to someone you have known for such a long time, and know that this person wouldn't leave unless it was for the betterment of themselves and the company they are leaving? 

And most importantly the family he has created. 

As well as for his other job, the National Guard. It is easier for everyone and better all around. 

It shocks me that people who claim to love him personally as well as at work, would have such little understanding.

It angers me. 

He works so hard and he gets treated so disrespectfully. 

It truly breaks my heart. 

I would love some feedback on this. 

Do you have a bad work story? Experiences? Tips on making it easier? How you dealt with it, or what was done?

Molly<3

Would you look at that... I didn't forget this time :D

IIIIIIIiiiiiits Fall Fridayyyyyyyyyyy <3 hooray.

32 week pregnancy update!!

Maternity shoot sneak peek and a ton of other fun stuff :D you know the drill.

I knew I was forgetting something.

UGH!!

No, I'm so sorry.

I knew I was forgetting things this week :(

Pregnancy brain to the max..

Fall Friday's video will probably be tomorrow. I JUST Remembered!

And!

Wednesday video... where the heck is my brain?

Ultrasound video was never made. 

Because I only have a few days till my next one I'm just going to incorporate it 

in the next one. 

Wednesday I promise <3

Forgive me guys... hehe

- Molly

Sneak peak at our maternity shoot :)

So excited to share these :)

Pregnancy Vlog 31 week pregnancy update!

YES!!! So sorry for the delay. Had major Tech. difficulties and you can see that in the video.. somehow not the best quality.

Week 31 pregnancy vlog

Goes up tonight!!!! I'm soooo stoked to be here already! Almost 5 weeks till I'm full term. That's scary. :) scary awesome because I'm so ready for him to be out! <3

Diabetes video

A lot of people have been asking me if my Diabetes came from the pregnancy. So I decided to make this video :) Give it a watch, thumbs up if you like it, comment and subscribe!

Week 30?! How did I not post this video?!

Hello guys!

HOW did I not post this video?!

I posted this vlog Tuesday! 

Ohhhh classic case of pregnancy brain right here ;) <3 Well here it is now

Thumbs up and subscribe if you like the video :)

-Molly <3

Fall Friday (vlog 2!) IS UP!!!!

Make sure you answer the questions! I would love to hear from you all <3

Fall Fri

A little happiness for the day

I know a lot of people, myself included, who have had rough days today. But. This little thing was found in my moms bush today. Little nest with a whole lot of love inside. <3 

- Molly

Sick with a cold and pregnant.

Oh wow. I didn't think it would be this bad. I couldn't sleep and my throat feels like someone burned it. I'm so drained today I feel absolutely useless. When I was in my first trimester I did have a, well what seemed like, a perpetual cold. It takes me a really long time to get over them. Months at a time which I can thank to diabetes :) 

My second trimester, I believe I was just getting over one from the first. And I didn't get ANY cold after that. With the exception of the normal pregnant runny and stuffed up nose, I never had anything like this. 

Last night at about 7pm I started to feel a tickle in my throat. There it was. My warning sign. I knew I was getting one. I just thought maybe it wouldn't be as bad. Who was I kidding?! 

This is the WORST I've felt! I honestly thought this would get a little easier. I mean I know there are many discomforts in your third trimester but I was like at least I don't have a cold on top of this. Damn it! I jinxed myself!

I don't even know what to do. I'm uncomfortable from the pregnancy, and now this. Any suggestions? Anyone else have a major cold this close to due day? I'm just really hoping this doesn't linger on through arrival day. Anyone who has experience with this please let me know!

-Molly <3

Quick update

Fall Friday video was finally posted. I've been sick all day so I will make it a bit more proper of a video then that. It is just the video. No tags no thumbnail. :( promise Monday that will all get done. So sorry all. 

Always, 

Sick Molly

Fall Fridays

STARTS TONIGHT!!

I am so excited.

I know I am not the only one that can't wait for the fall weather, festivities, pumpkins, ghouls and ghosts, zombies,  vampires, scary movies and family and friends to share this all with.

Stay tuned tonight. 

It will be posted before midnight :)

Molly <3